I had some pretty lofty reading goals for this year. I joined a Southern Reading Challenge, an Adoption Reading Challenge, a Read Your Own Books from Your Own Bookshelf…Mostly…and Don’t Buy (or Try Not to Buy) New Books Challenge, a Back to the Classics Challenge, and a What’s In a Name Challenge.
Then I went and lost my mind and joined the 150 Book Challenge in 2012. Lost my mind because I have never (I repeat, never) read 150 books in one year…in my life. And I reada lot! But the closest I’ve ever gotten to that is 84 in one year, and that was a banner year for me. Apparently that was not a deterrent when I had my brief moment of insanity, and I signed up for a guaranteed failure. Yay, me.
Now, if you are familiar with my reading habits, you will understand instantly that these are ALL doable challenges for me. Well, almost all…because I’ve gotten bogged down. And blogged down.
I’m at a WHOPPING fifteen(ish) books for the year, and half of those are audiobooks. Further, I am at a complete standstill on realreading. Every book I start gets set aside after a few pages. I am completely without motivation to pick it up again. No, that’s not true. I am motivated to pick it up again, but I’ve been hard pressed these days to find a book so riveting to read that I carve out chunks of time wherever I can in order to finish it. This has not been a problem with listening.
Granted, my eyes are not what they used to be, and they get tired quicker. But this is an excuse. Beyond the fact that I’ve been involved in a blogging challenge that has been time consuming (and great fun), I am unsure how to explain it. It’s also true that I’ve been reading blogs a lot more (part of the challenge), and I’ve run across a few new blogs that are on my regular rotation. Nevertheless, this is still not an adequate explanation for a near cessation of reading. I LOVE to read. What is wrong with me??
It has happened in the past. I don’t know why. And…of all the crazy things…it does not stop me from buying more books to read. HAH!
I knew it.
I really have gone insane.